Anyway, I want a gold star because I took Aaron for a day out with my friend Sandra, all day Friday, and she took us for a MUCH NEEDED walk. During that walk, we literally FOUND A RAINBOW.
It was so symbolic it blew me away.
Then Saturday we had a day with Daddy which was lovely too.
Then on Sunday Daddy saw that I was low (elements of PND back) so when he left for a late shift (bordering on a night shift) he left me £20 for a takeaway. Now the proud strong me would have been too proud to take it, but the vulnerable me took it and
Then on Monday we had a day with my friend Siobhan, and we didn't find a rainbow, but the rainbow was clearly visible in her friendship and hospitality.
So I guess what I am really saying, is that the gold star that Kiddy Charts is offering, I would like to give to my 2 friends.
THEY (and my husband) and of course the support of you readers, has lifted me out of the depths of despair. I know there are at least one of you who has made it known that it was avoidable (and hence I am making something out of nothing) but I swear, even now with the benefit of a calm relaxed mind, I am STILL outraged and how I was spoken to that Tuesday and how the "investigation" was handled.
Luckily the people who actually interact with Aaron on a daily basis are ALSO deserving of gold stars, so drop off and collection yesterday and today have been without event (and with lots of warmth) as I haven't (thank God) bumped into management. Hopefully I will be stronger, and will have written my reply by the time I do.
Anyway, being surrounded by people worthy of gold stars, and being open to receive their love & warmth is certainly away of keeping the PND at bay/banished.
So this phoenix will rise again.
If you also want a gold star, pop across to the Gold Star Linky.